Naramdaman ko nanaman yung insecurities ko and I somehow know na sinasadya or ginagatungan (tama ba yung term?) pa lalo ni Dan pero I still couldn’t help feeling that way. Pinay sex Pero he’s starting to turn me on a little bit. Pero he’s starting to turn me on a little bit. He’s friendly to your face even if he doesn’t like you and then alienate other people to dislike you behind your back. Of course, ako naman nacucurious so back and forth kami na kinukulit ko sya kung ano yun. Kanina lang I’m more than happy to play it out. Yet, they are still rooting for him to succeed…. All of a sudden, Christian is calling me at tawa lang kami ng tawa ni Dan. Mahihiya talaga ako if someone would think na magka date kami. He told me na there was a time during one of their past drinking sessions, nalasing daw nila si Christian and napilit nila magkwento about Nathalie. I can’t let it happen. Basta I can’t explain my thinking and my feelings back then.
