Why this awful pain again, only more painful as the days went by. Pinayporn It hurts that he does not misses me anymore, don’t care for me anymore. Love always gives me pains. Love always gives me pains. I miss him terribly but i can’t do anything. I thought what we had is a strong foundation, we rarely get into fights. He told me that he loves me yet he had to go. Yes I do, even though it will never happen to me, definitely some people have it, some don’t. What can I do? Suddenly, he didn’t want it anymore. What can I do? I told him, six years is real, I didn’t play around and I thought he was too. In reality, there is some kind of FOREVER that never lasts. Deep inside I was telling him, please don’t let me go, hold onto me but he let go of his hand and i was broken into millions of pieces all over again. I feel like a kitten, loved and spoiled but all of the sudden, he dropped me in the middle of the street to be hit by the car, and bleed to death.
